Card Carrying Member of a Prozac Nation

Buckle your seat-belts! If you actually make it through these videos you are a trooper and a half because they are l-o-o-o-o-n-g and not always travelling in a linear fashion through life events.

A little snippet so you know what (or what not) you are getting in to - Depression is something I have gotten to struggle with during college and I've been meaning to write or vlog or something about it for the longest of times and tonight I figured - might as well git'r'done.

Keep in mind while you are watching these that literally the only reason I am alive right now on this Earth is by God's grace - without the truth that I have a purpose and that God never left me in my circumstances alone, I literally would have killed myself and been dead right now. Morbid, yes. But honest.

I don't share this story to get your sympathy or any nonsense like that at all. Please, keep your sympathy and what-have-you's for puppy's at your local shelter. I'm sharing this because I believe that God does not promise a life of tolerable, 'happy' circumstances but rather that no matter what those circumstances are He will be with me in those, regardless. My whole story about this is a testament to a God that never fails, never gives up, and never leaves and I want nothing out of this recounting accept to glorify Him by sharing what He has and is doing for me (and wants to do for you, too).

***I do apologize for the buzzing sound quality, but I'm in college, not a sound-studio. What're you gonna do.***

Part 1: 12 Minutes

Part 2: Another 12 Minutes

 Part 3: A Whopping 13 Minutes